Domestic Violence and confused about the whole situation
I have lived in a very unstable relationship for about 15 years now. I under went a lot of DV the first years and I have always blamed it to alcohol because my husband is a weekend alcoholic.
I was strong ten years ago and could handle a lot more but I can't any more. He began changing for a while but slowly DV started again and I just can handle it any more but at the same time I'm afraid to leave him because I don't think I will make it on my own.
I have undergone depression and currently being treated for it. I feel that with all this it will get worst I have a thirteen year old boy that needs me and I can't break down anymore. I feel miserable unhappy and afraid at the same time.
I'm very confused and need guidance from God please pray for me that I make the best choice and that I heal from my depression. I need to be well to prove to him that I can make it on my own -- because his certain that without him I'm nobody.
I am in great need of internal peace and answers to my many questions dwelling in my mind and only the Lord can answer them. I need strength to go on in life. We have separated in the past but always end up getting back thinking things will change for the best but it's always the same. I need to leave his once and for all or he will end up really hurting me.
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