I Don't Know How to Leave

by Lara
(Syria)

I am desperate for someone to help me. My life is a mess. I married a man who was my Mr. Right. He did everything for me even bailed me out of my debt. I was so in love with him. I thought we were made for each other. We were married 2 months after we met. Our honeymoon was a nightmare.

We got to the honeymoon sweet and he was too drunk. I asked him not to drink any more that night and he slapped me across the face. He left and came back two days later. He said he was with another woman because she understood him and I don't.

I told him I was leaving and he beat me severely. I've tried leaving 5 times now and I don't know how he does it but I go back to him and feel bad for "ruining our marriage."

He said if we have children that would make our marriage work. What do you think?