Ive tried to leave too many times
Im so tired. I hope. The kids hope and the same thing happens all over again. I am a CNA and am doing private work right now. It pays good but after the house and everything else I pay, I havent been able to save. When this job is over I will have to get another one, nothing will pay as good as this one.
I'll never make enough to pay rent or live on our own, so what can I do. I get tired of everyone mad cause we are back here. Its dangerous now cause police laugh. So did the judge. They are on his side. They think I'm stupid and I'm enjoying this. Im going crazy. Why cant he just stop drinking. Why can't he love us the way he should. I dont know how that is anyway. To us this is normal.
He doesn't hit me any more. but he's just as bad. I wish he would start again. It hurts less.
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